Donnerstag, 19. April 2012

About A Shine, Murphy's Law & Black Irony

"He's different - he's shining!" I didn't quite feel like shining though, but when he said it Braam made my day. I love meeting up with the other Buddhists once a week, it's like a sanctuary. While desperately trying to find "inner peace" my inner pieces were quite busy trying to figure out how to manage the workload for the next couple of weeks. I found a way: I'm giving up a 500 EU job offer from a theater group..

Just typing it makes me ache, but there is no way in hell I can get all of this stuff down at the same time. "What can go wrong, will go wrong" and I shudder at the thought of anything going wrong at all... so I'm giving it away... but to who? I have to find a replacement for myself.

I went home singing: "Get Away Jordan" by Take 6 in the rain, people thought I went crazy, but ever since I've been friend-zoned by the entire female Dutch population I don't really give a crap anymore.

Off to a choir disaster. Sat at home till 3 am trying to write a piece... I just heard what I wrote last night and it sounds like shit. I'll be standing in front of 50 people, conducting bullshit...

This day is going to be a catastrophe... at least I'll be having fun singing the low part of this barbershop quartet in my head all day.


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