Sympathetic. Never really saw myself this way. Of course you can look at yourself in the mirror, but when you're somebody else looking at yourself it's very different. How can I be somebody else and be myself at the same time? I have a smooth face, and small crinkles in the corner of my eyes. Thick hair, olive eyes. They are empty... they aren't empty when I'm awake... but now... I float around to view my back.... I wanna see every angle, every perspective.
I woke up and looked at myself in the mirror. There are a thousand things that I don't like about myself, but it's almost as if it makes a huge difference if it's you or another person looking at you.. It's so strange that these things are possible when you're sleeping but impossible or "crazy" when you are awake.
Close your eyes and imagine you're watching yourself from the left, or from the right. Imagine you're watching yourself at everything you do.... what's that like?