I rub my eyes, smooth and soft. I'm tired and yet I can't seem to fall asleep. Jewel is playing through the trees, while I dive into the black water. When I was little I used to swim and play in the pool for hours, now I hardly ever swim during the day. It's raining and every drop of water causes ripples on the surface. I enjoy every second I'm here, not knowing that I already fell asleep.